so thats the way it is. fine

i knew something like this will happen. i don't understand why people tend to forget the person who stick with them when they're down. and do the opposite. you know, go befriend with the person who left you when something good happen to them, or left you for another friend who have high position, that kind of stuff.

so i just found out that you went out with them. i know its just 'roti canai outing' and hell no I'm not jealous of it. I'm just pissed off because last night you were the one asking me like 'hey roti canai jom' then this morning when i asked what time you wanna go, you just simply said 'tak jadi. esok je la kalau nak' i fucking don't mind. but what i do have a problem is that you go out with them when you say 'esok je'. and you don't even feel guilty when you said it was unexpected.

sumpah aku tak kisah kalau kau nak kua but at least bagitau la. even kalau kau cakap 'hey sarah, m goin out eating roti canai with them and it was sort of unexpected'. I'm not a bi pon. its just that bila kau x de kawan pandai pulak cari aku nangis-nangis bagai.

i bet pagi tadi masa kau cakap nak g atm, you wre withdrawing for that kan? don't even fucking denying it cuz i know. ouh and didn't we wave at each other at the cafe just now? why didn't you tell me then? right,, i forgot its not important.

so, i think i won't be talking to you this few days. have to chill myself first before i see you again.

p/s : I'm sorry if you read and terasa with this post. if you want to clear things out, you know where to find me. and I'm sorry in not there for you right now. stay strong.

nuff said.

I'm out.