penang island

first and foremost, sorry mama, i tried to get back to kmpp but the other three wanna watch ombak rind and the only tickets left is at 12.05am. so they decided to watch it no matter what but don't worry ma I'm fine.

chronologies.
- getting a rental car.(2dis11)
well, i only knew it until the last min. and they wanted me to arrange for the rental car. i got to work at it from 9 till 12. thats where i told su that ill got back to it tomorrow.

-i got the car! boo yeah!(3dis11)
i called the num I've gotten from Facebook(yeah a real help at times). asked him to send the car at 2pm. and it was cheap also wee.

-off to penang island
we went straight to queens bay. arrived at 3.35pm and stayed there till 2 something in the MORNING! yeah thats all because we watched the midnight movie (ombak rindu).

-at the cinema (between 12am to 2 something am)
i looked around and saw someone familiar. first, iki (i don't know how it was spelled) he's one of the cute senior we had at kmpp and now he's in usm furthering in medic i think.
and second, i saw shareez. he kinda look good(go see heiji from detective conan if you wanna know what he looks like.). i was like 'is it him? what is he doing here? bukan patut nya kat kelantan ke? so i text him and asked where is he. and he said that he's in penang. okay, my heart starts to beat faster. (errr over ja). tanya lagi, kat queens bay ke? emm yea. tgk movie ea?i kt sni jgk. really?mana u? haha cari la.

so he search around and nampak. and we talk a lil. masuk tgk wyg and thats all.
out from there and lepak kt mcdonald dekat gurney pulak,

basically thats it for now. its 4dis11 now. ill start my day. and ill keep on tabs.tata for now!

now you see it now you don't

hey its been a while hhuhh? x kisah la bukan nye ad org nak bce pon.

so i went to jj here in penang. teman diorang beli barang. have our lunch at nando's got my forever favorite caramel cream from starbucks, getting my eyeliner  and ohh searching for sue's hair spray. bamm thats where my outing become the best by far.

so we went to the hair section. i got to the shampoo part. then sue start saying that she want to find her hair spray. after a few minutes, she called for me. i started to walk to her when suddenly a handsome guy decided pushing and jalan depan i. making me almost bump into him. should have just bump huh? i stopped and looked at him thinking how handsome he is. shook my head and went to sue who didn't say anything.

masa nak kua from there, nampak lagi that guy this time with his friends. equally handsome must say. tapi x buat apa pon. bole tengok je. after jalan-jalan lagi i kept my hopes high to see him again but I'm just out of luck i guess, i never see him again until i get  out from jj

i really hope to see him soon. haha gatal kan. yea i know. so thats all. short and crap kan? but i don't give a damn.

bye bloggie!

after 5month and 3days

yeay! after that long time, we finally got our roommate picture. i would love to say that we finally have our roommate momentos. woke up at 0730, get ready to jog around kmpp. it is so tiring if you ask me, well its not that big but I'm not a sports person so.. you know.

after a round, we stopped at the lake, well sometimes i felt like its beautiful, sometimes its like green water in a big hole. theres 3 people fishing when theres obviously a sign that says NO FISHING OR SWIMMING IN THE LAKE. and guess what they caught? a really big semilang. enough bout them.

we got back to our room and ! start our photogedik-ing. heres some picture

yeah love. ignore my silly faces

faz, shahirah,me,zun

laugh at their frog face

thats all for now. cheers

so thats the way it is. fine

i knew something like this will happen. i don't understand why people tend to forget the person who stick with them when they're down. and do the opposite. you know, go befriend with the person who left you when something good happen to them, or left you for another friend who have high position, that kind of stuff.

so i just found out that you went out with them. i know its just 'roti canai outing' and hell no I'm not jealous of it. I'm just pissed off because last night you were the one asking me like 'hey roti canai jom' then this morning when i asked what time you wanna go, you just simply said 'tak jadi. esok je la kalau nak' i fucking don't mind. but what i do have a problem is that you go out with them when you say 'esok je'. and you don't even feel guilty when you said it was unexpected.

sumpah aku tak kisah kalau kau nak kua but at least bagitau la. even kalau kau cakap 'hey sarah, m goin out eating roti canai with them and it was sort of unexpected'. I'm not a bi pon. its just that bila kau x de kawan pandai pulak cari aku nangis-nangis bagai.

i bet pagi tadi masa kau cakap nak g atm, you wre withdrawing for that kan? don't even fucking denying it cuz i know. ouh and didn't we wave at each other at the cafe just now? why didn't you tell me then? right,, i forgot its not important.

so, i think i won't be talking to you this few days. have to chill myself first before i see you again.

p/s : I'm sorry if you read and terasa with this post. if you want to clear things out, you know where to find me. and I'm sorry in not there for you right now. stay strong.

nuff said.

I'm out.

ugly

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you 

just sharing. its the kind of song i enjoy most.~a realistic song~

so yeah. if I'm ugly than so are YOU!.

enjoy.

chiao bella.

this is for you.

'you' here refer to suraya. and if your name is suraya than this post is for you.
am not going to say much. i just want to make 1 thing clear. i'll always be there for you come hell or high water. i you ever start thinking theres no one care bout you, plz remember that.better yet, bare that in that silly mind of yours.

anyhow, bout going to the beach, we'll find some free time kay. i'll bring you there, you can count on it.

oh, plz ignore that silly face of mine.

so thats all.

toodles

i really don't care what you think of me.

really. i don't care. I'm just being myself. and who are you to judge? i don't know u,I'm not sure we've even met. let alone be friend. so don't act like you know me.
you really think you're better than me huh? well guess what. you're not. at least I'm not the one who talk bad things bout people i don't know.
you just felt insecure cuz theres actually people who's better than you.

thanks fashihah,you stand up for me even we've known each other for only 4month. i know u love me. n yea i love u too mate!

so seriously don't judge a book by its cover. haven't you heard? see yourself in the mirror first.

m outta here. toodles

my dreams for now

i wanna score in my exam and continue somewhere near you guys. sedih kot tak dapat jumpa. ad yang da 2 taun x jumpa. so pray for me. thats all.

p/s; a got a new haircut yesterday.

lantern and moon cake festival

heyya peeps. its a very tiring day. but hey i had a lot of fun.

yeah today, they were having the lantern and moon cake festival. now i know the lagend behind the festival. it is so very romantic. the legend i mean. so masa festival tu ada people singing, dancing(oh aniq dance too.he's great.), then theres moon cake tasting,musical drama and other things.

i really wanna say congratulations and give a round of applause to the committee you guys nailed it. HARD!. heres some of the pictures. enjoy!

me and su enjoying the beautiful lantern

you might not know what you're seeing. its people holding their lantern. aren't it beautiful? yeah i know.

so thats all. nuff said.out

hair crisis.

gosh, why is it so hard to find one, i repeat ONE perfect hairstyle? like seriously, its hard. harder than solving a math question. i really need a new hairstyle. cuz I'm bored with what i have now. i guess ill just have to go to the saloon and let them do what they think suitable then. thats all. BYE!

caffeine.

gosh, i shouldn't have drank that bitter neslo yesterday. and now tadaaa i don't get any sleep last night and kept bothering my roommate. asking her to accompany me to the toilet, sleep on the floor. cuz yea i can't get a damn sleep. i don't know whether i can pay attention in the lecture hall. mann what do i do now. and till now, i felt quite active. i tried for 4 hours to get some sleep. and they 4 hour got wasted. i know i should use the time to study but I'm scared of the dark and last night someone told me that she heard something.

urgh that damn caffeine even make me restless. its weird cuz it never have this kind of effect to me before. I'm pretty sure i'll fall asleep in the class today. well lets hope not shall we.

moral of the story, do not drink anything with caffeine if you wanna get some sleep.

p/s: dangg i got dark circles under my eye's.

and this is not my eyes. but it looks the same

nuff said,

chiao.

raya at kmpp

*stereo hearts-gym class heroes ft. adam levine*
whoa, its been a while ey? got loads of thing going. so lets get started.

theres eid celebration here at kmpp. the preparation is very tiring i tell you. start preparing at 6pm yesterday till 12 and i have to stay up till 2 to finish my biology coursework. theres a lot to do aite? however, i manage to stay up and complete the task. yeay! *big clap*

heres the picture of my bio course work. its a group work.

i know i know. its not that good right?

and, here some picture from today did celebration,

falah, today's hot stuff

zharif, the classmate before i change class.

theres a ton of picture but I'm so very lazy. haha. so thats all you got.

oh oh, my ups result is out. alhamdulillah. its not as bad as i thought it would be.

nuff said,

chiao bella.

happy fasting people!

whaddya know its first day of puasa. let us all welcome it with doing a lot i mean lots of good deeds. may allah bless us all.

and again. HAPPY FASTING PEOPLE!

p/s: im supposed to be in class today and my exam starts tomorrow. mann what am i thinking?? hope i can get through the exam. pray for me!

ciao honeyy.

transformers: dark of the moon

omggg its a must watch movie. yea i know im late by 1 week but what can i do. on the released date, the ticket was sold out so i have to wait. until today! as usual bumble bee is cute. so cute. this time its about protecting others who is different than us, love, trust, and everyone have the same right. i almost cry when bumble bee was nearly killed by the decepticon.theres also some humor in it. cant tell you more so go and see it. it really worth it. like seriously. and you have to watch it in 3D! who ever doesnt see it yet GO NOW!

i watched the movie with themmm.
farhana.fatihah.su.ain

and i got myself that thing with optimus prime on it.

ps. thanks yall for making the day wonderfull

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA, I LOVE YOU. THANKS FOR BEING BORN. FOOR WITHOUT YOU I WONT BE HERE.MUAH

thats all for now,

chiao bella

thanks for giving me this.

banyak benda jadi tapi tak tau macam mana nak cerita. mostly its about friends. tatau la layak dipanggil friends ke tak.first, sebab buat-buat tak nampak bila selisih. untuk apa pon? second, cerita all our problems to outsiders. yang ni pon i tak faham. dah la cerita kat orang yang you cakap you tak suka. oh please. u pissed me. third, mengelak bila jumpa. kenapa nak avoid? takut? kenapa pon?

tau tak orang yang kawan dengan i dah lebih 5TAHUN pon tak penah buat macam ni. you are just plain hypocrite.

congrats la sebab dapat post tu. at first i'm  truly happy for you tapi sekarang dah meluat menyampah. ye i tak nak bertembung dengan korang. bukan sebab jealous bukan sebab dengki. tapi i tak boleh nak face korang without perasaan menyampah tu. you totally changed after dapat that post. mesti nak cakap i sedih sebab tak dapat. well you are totally wrong! i sikit pon tak kisah sebab from the beginning bukan i yang nak hantar form tu. orang yang paksa. you were the one that changed. A LOT! 

yang menolong tu pon, after diorang janji nak serap dalam biro u just left the person you called best friend alone? tak kesian ke kat dia. pegi mana-mana sekarang sum sorang. u pulak berkepit dengan orang yang ada post. tak payah nak buat-buat innocent. im sick of it. sedar la. jangan jadi terhegeh-hegeh. i seriously tak sangka you're that kind of person.

sumpah aku kecewa dengan korang. hah silly me sebab percaya sangat kan. yea serve me right. one more thing i wanna say. kalau nak kawan, kawan la betul-betul. kalau tak datang jumpa and selesaikan. kalau u nak cakap 'i dont wanna be friend with you' pon i terima. ramai lagi yang nak jadi kawan i. tak bagi kesan sikit pon kalau kita tak kawan. i nak benda ni selesai. im tired of drama. you know where to find me.

nuff said,

buhbye.

oh i really miss 7JIWAS a lot!

best night ever

i sorry, its just another post.
theres a lot of unwanted things happen this week. load of tears and complaining, i lost my composure last night as i burst into tears while talking to mama. haha malu. yesterday night while in doing chemistry assignment -ehem, saja nak bagitau- su smsed me.

su;

jom outing esok.

me; 

naa tanak la banyak keja. 

su;

alaa aku pon banyak. jom laa teman aku

me; 

hmm nanti ada 5 orang. mesti ada  person will be left out.x best la nanti.

-then, she called-

she asked why and keep pujuk i so that i agree to the plan. and yea i agreed. then she asked me to go to the dataran. i pon turun la. sembang-sembang, nangis-nangis, gelak-gelak, then ternampak zamir. he once promised me that he'll play the guitar for me. last night, he really did as he promised. dengan syarat i nyanyi. i was like okay set. he played im yours. it is really awesome. and theres a lot of people there. kitorang nyanyi sampai pak guard tu hon x berenti suruh naik bilik haha. funnayy.

korang, jom la gether macam semalam lagi. it is fun and just plain awesome. 

zamir, thanks for playing, youve lighten my mood without knowing it. jom buat lagi ;)

so thats it.

ciao peeps.

yeay!! miow miow is safe from the injury! / second outing

this is the second episode of the cat's story. the first part is here. go read it first okay.
as usual, i went out for breakfast this morning and i heard the kitten. yea. the one yang kena langgar tu. i am 100% sure it is the same kitten. as i passed there it just looked at me. and i said 'tunggu kejap ea. nak g makan.' haha gila cakap dengan kucing. so after having my breakfast, i went back to the cat and guess what, it is still there! alhamdulillah, it is safe and sound. i took it in my arms and start walking towards the road but it keeps jump out of my arms. when i called, it came near me but never wanted to go near the road. then and there i knew the kitten is having a trauma from the crash. kesian dia. kalau tak mesti dah boleh pegi main-main dengan other kitten kan.

i really wanna take it into my care. but i cant just simply force it to go with me. well some other time when mama come, ill definitely bring it back.

end of the story.

now, the second part. me, su, noni, asma, and nabila went out for our second outing. destination; sunway carnival. from 1 to 6pm. penat sangat. we go round and round the mall. kaki sakit wehh. at the end we got what we want. what happen between the time interval is best be left unsaid cuz theres tons of geram. tapi banyak lagi yang gembira. susah nak cerita. pening kan. i pon pening jugak. tak faham pon dok tulis apa ni. haha.

dah la cut the crap. back to assignment. (tension)

nuff said,

ciao bella.

oh oh HAPPY PAPA'S DAY PAPA! I LOVE YOU. I REALLY DO! MUAH!

you are just plain ignorant

greetings peeps,
theres still people who doesnt consider others feelings. no matter how educated they are. by educated i measure it from how many a's they got from their SPM exam. really you cannot imagine how many people got straight a's and got a place in matrix. oh whats my main point again? oh yea in considerate people. so theres a group of boys sitting in a row behind me and my friend during physics lecture. theyre so very noisy laughing, talking, laughing again. it really drove me crazyy. ye la i da la tak faham apa yang cikgu tu cakap. then i have to paksa telinga ni dengar over that loud voices. apparently, they also didnt understand what the H the teacher was talking about. they kept asking, 'huh, why is it like that?' 'cikgu ni tak betul kot' ish asal la korang ni cacat sangat, da bising mana nak dengar cikgu cakap ap. theyre just so rude. IM TRYING TO CONCENTRATE HERE' quiz miggu depan pon tak sedar diri lagi. dah la freshie, huh.

after like 20min in agony of being patient with them, one of my friend suddenly confront him.

M:

ehem,dah pandai sangat ke? 

B:

haa pandai jugak la. (grinning like a dumbell)

M:

ouh kitorang ni tak pandai lagi so senyap sikit ye. (sarcastically)

B:

aaa okay.(but still laughing loudly)

really, he and his friends actually laughed after being confronted. ill be very embarrassed if im in their shoes. at the time, i really felt like throtting him. rugi tak tengok his stupid face. haish kalau tak bole mark dia. and ill definitely wont sit near them after this.

to you, please change your attitude or youll get no where.mark my words.

p/s : i got a chance of winning 200 ringgit but i blew it by panicking and excidentally hung up my phone. stupid me. *sigh* okay get over it! theres always another chance.

pray for me,

nuff said,

chiao bella.

friends,

kata kawan tapi kenapa :

cepat percaya bila orang spread stories pasal kita?

tak percaya bila kita tell the truth

tak da trust langsung

tell our problems to other peoples?

kenapa nak buruk kan kita kat orang lain?

etc etc.

there too much to list and i dont want to make this entry long just with my why's and kenapa. okay entry ni based on my life at this hellish place called matrix. this is also a life performance stage with me and my fellow friends as the actor.

to you, be strong, we know the story, well i think we do. we'll support you come hell or high water.

nuff said,

ciao.

a reply for you,

ive just read your blog SASYA ANUWAR. and yea i stand here feeling very greatful. i could not thank you enough for wishing. and im loving your obsession on being the first one to wish everyone birthday haha. yea you always win. tahniah *clap*

Well actually I feel it's kinda hard for me to explain when people ask me 'dari mana?' thang. It's not that m ashamed to say that m from Langkawi, Kedah. But then people will be like apasal tak cakap Kedah pon? But then, when I tell them that m from Selangor they'll be like 'sekolah mana? Macam mana boleh sekolah kat Alor Setar?' Then i'll end up explaining that I was born in Selangor bla bla bla. Like seriously m getting tired with this fucking damn thing cuz i've been explaining it since I was in primary school. I'm not exageratting, no.
(took it from sasya anuwar blog)

haha im having the same problem as well. whenever people ask me 'asal mana' i'll say 'emm rumah ke tempat lahir' sebab sekarang da keliru asal tu refer to what. when they ask me 'cuti ni balik mana?' sometimes i'll say perak. theyll ask 'perak tu rumah spa pulak? the same question will be ask when i say im going back to seremban. haish. susah kan. i understand your tiredness la asya. cuz i too feel the same.

nuff said,

ciao chikas.

definately not veterinar

so i went for breakfast infront of kmpp early this morning. for a moment things going on smoothly. i enjoyed my roti boom and teh ais. it is so very delicious. so me and asma ate our food, pay it and head back to kmpp. on our way back, theres one little cute kitten suddenly jump out of no where and started to 'geser-geser' at my leg. i was like 'awww it is so cute' and it is. really. with fluffy tail. i really feel like taking it back with me. i even say that to asma. tapi asma cakap nak simpan kat mana? after giving it a thought, i agreed with asma and TRIED to leave it there, but it keep following me. it wanted to play. i kneel there and strke it for a moment. then i talked to it. 'jangan la ikut nanti tatau jalan balik.' it looked at me as if it understand me. the kitten went the other way and i stood up. at the same time asma said 'sara, ada motor tu. tepi sikit' then suddenly the kitten came back and it was at the same time the motorcycle pass there. bole agak la apa jadi kan? at that time i was like  'eh eh ada kucing tu' but the person riding the motorcycle ignored it and jalan terus je. he actually langgar kucing tu! the kitten mengiau kuat-kuat la sakit kan. kucing tu terus bangun pastu lari arah dia mula-mula datang tu. it broke one of its legs. i dah tatau nak buat apa. i just looked at it and asma. i tanya asma 'kita nak buat apa ni?' i felt so really useless at that time.

i called mama.

me ;

 helo ma, ma buat apa?

mama ; 

tak buat apa pon baru sampai kl.

me ;

 ouh. maaa,(started crying)

mama ;

 kenapa ni along?

me ;

 tadi ada kucing kena langgar. kenapa orang yang bawak motor tu nak langgar dia ma? dia comel sangat.kenapa dia tak elak kucing tu ma?

mama ;

 dia tak perasan kot along ada kat situ ke masa tu?

me ; 

haah along g makan ngan asma kat lua. orang tu nampak la kucing tu ma sebab kitorang pon baru je bangun dari situ. kucing tu mesti sakit kan ma? kaki dia patah kot sebab dia tak boleh jalan betul-betul tadi. kesian dia. kalau dia mati mesti tak payah rasa sakit tu.

mama ; 

along jangan la nangis. mama tau along kesian kan kucing tu.

me ;

 along sedih sebab kucing tu datang kat along. dia kena langgar sebab datang main kat along. ma, along rasa macam tak guna sangat sebab tak boleh buat apa-apa untuk tolong kucing tu.

mama ;

tak pe mesti allah tolong kucing tu. orang tu tak berenti tolong ke?

me ; 

tak pon bodah la orang tu ma. dia tak tengok langsung kucing tu. dia pandang belakang just to see if anything wrong with his stupid motorcycle.

mama ;

tak pe la along kena kuat. kan nak jadi doc. tak bole la nanges.

me ; 

oke mama, kucing tu akan oke kan ma?

mama ; 

it sure will sayang. da la dont worry.

-conversation end-

lepas tu asma ajak naik basikal. untuk tenang kan my mind la konon nye. thanks anyway asma. ily. then pergi kesis and i saw today's paper and guess what? ada orang mati sebab cuba elak bangkai KUCING. jalan lagi nak balik bilik, and i saw a dead CAT. kenapa semua pon ada kaitan dengan kucing hari ni? i really dont have the answer. i cried and my eyes all bengkak already.

ya-Allah lindungi lah haiwan ini . amin.

nuff said.

ciao y'all

p/s; cute kitty, please take care of yourself. dont die. i love you and im sorry i cant do anything to help.

thank you!

its been 5 days since my birthday. yea its on 31 MAY if you are counting. so first thing is,

MAMA
i wanna thank my mother for carrying me in her belly for 9 month, and endure all the pain while giving me birth. I LOVE YOU MA!

PAPA
thank you pa for being there when i need you morally or financially. haha. I LOVE YOU PA!

ASYA, IEQAH, ADIK
okay, thanks for being a brat. u make my life colourful by just being yourself. I LOVE YOU GUYS!

FRIENDS
this one is specially directed to 7JIWAS! thank for being there when I'm in need and thanks for being such a great and awesome friend. ill cherish it till the day i die.

ASMA, SU, NABILA, NONI, EMA, AIN, FATIHAH, FARHANA
thank you for the surprise birthday celebration. i really appreciate it. you guys were there when i thought no one would bother with my birthday. even kita kawan baru setahun. it feels like we've known each other for so long. korang selalu keep me entertained. so thank you so very much.

to whoever that i didn't mention here, i really appreciate your wishes and prayer for me. you will always be remembered.

to all that ive mention, im really touched that you guys 'berlumba' to be the first one wishing me. i really am.

thats all for now,

ciao chikas.

register and outing

so ive safely and success fully registered at kmpp on 23rd may, and yeah its been a week. been so busy with that fucking orientation. nothing much to tell except for theres a lot of cursing, crying, laughing and knowing new peoples. i have new classmates and changed modul so have another new classmates. confusing much?? haha. i happened to have a facilitator that is from langkawi. same as me.  yeay! dia sangat best. thanks AZIZUL FAHMI for being such a good faci for our class. walaupun sekejap. dah ter crush kot kat dia. sapa x. he have the package. emm to be a good husband i mean. oh my my. sangat gatal kan..

okay sarah, cut the crap. moving to the next story,
after one hellish week, we finally can go out for outing. so i, nabila, asma, and nabila's roomate went out for a movies. we watched pirates of the carrabien. and yes its awesome!..

he charmed me with his amazing act!

go go watch it peeps.it have all the elemants you want in a movie.m not lying. i dont get any commission or whatever promoting this movie pon. so dah jalan jalan. we went back to kmpp and i started to count my money. and guess what, ive used more than rm50 in not more than 8 hours. but no regrets *as if*. okay stop it right there. if i  keep on rambling bout it ill start to regret. so thats it.!

nuff said,

p/s: go watch it

next movie is, the smurfs. OMG theyre so so cute.

ciao chicas.

hurricanes and suns

i have to do this cuz my sister sasya keep saying 'along buat la bnd niiii. asya nk tau along punya result.' so, to make her happy, ill this dumb thingy. plus it doesnt hurt to have fun aite. sasya get it from a friend of her.ehem ehem.

1. Put your music library on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough.

4. Ok, go!

1. If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say

if i had you

2. How would you describe yourself?

sweet serendipity

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?

waiting for the end

4. How do you feel today?

diary

5. What is your life’s purpose?

cat and mouse

6. What's your motto?

your love is my drug

7. What do your friends think of you?

all about him

8. What do you think of your parents?

we've got pockets like nobody's business

9. What do you think about very often

i do

10. What is 2 + 2?

with arms wide open

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

saying goodbye

12. What do you think of the person you like?

fuck you very much

13. What is your life story?

1924

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

billionaire

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

love the way you lie (part 2)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

for the first time

17. What will they play at your funeral?

who says

18. What is your biggest fear?

what you waiting for

19. What is your biggest secret?

she owns the night

20. What will you post this as?

hurricanes and suns

you can do this too.

nuff said,

ciao chikas.

days out

heyya,

what i want to tell is, its been like a year since i last saw 7JIWAS. theyre my friends,my gang, my clique,my buddy. yeah i know theyre all the same. but who cares. its my site so i can write whatever i want right. okay, cut the crap. so yeah one 7JIWAS member hanis came to langkawi. i was so so excited. mesti ada orang cakap ala masa sekolah dulu da jumpa tiap-tiap hari kot. 5 tahun pulak tu. i admit kadang-kadang terfikir jugak macam tu. out of 7, 6 of us were in the same class for 5 years. quite a long time kan? ish asyik menyimpang je. where was i? haa hanis came to langkawi with her family. her dad got some biz to do. yada yada yada starting from sunday, hann stayed at my house. best kan bila da lama tak jumpa then our friend datang lepak rumah. hann stayed sampai hari ni (rabu).lama kan?

so, banyak la activity yang kitorang wat. ehem banyak la kot. tengok wayang, karaoke, pegi beach, sight seeing banyak la. theres a lot of pictures tapi malas nk share. share story je pon oke kan? we watched 'kongsi' yesterday. shaheizy sam was awesome. sangat lepak sangat cool. heres the poster.

hanis cakap dia boleh jadi calon suami. boleh ke?

the beach, 

sasya anuwar have some perasan feeling. dia cakap 'along bila nak pegi beach? jadi beach beach baby'.and i said jom la siap. haish nak pegi ja beach beach bitches tp x siap lagi.haha. so heres some pictures of us at the beach.

hann and sasya

sasya anuwar. and yeah im the one who took the picture!

me and hann

karaoke,

we rock the room

wah artisss haha

okay peeps, da panjang sangat da ni.

nuff said

shittt!

hey there,
i know the title is not appropriate but this is what its all about.
okay now i feel like stupid posting about shit,anyways, heres the thing.

i woke up at 6:25am to send my brother to his school. after doing my prayer and this and that, i get out of the house at 6:45. oh before that, i just wanna say that this story is not, i repeat NOT how you want to start your day.

okay back to the story. after getting out of the house, i went straight to the car with happy and energetic feeling inside me (okay maybe not so energetic.) suddenly i felt like kicked something and it was on a part of my foot. and i was like omg what is it? oh it was dark at the time. i quickly open the car door and switch on the car light. i go back to the front of the car and i was like SHIT! i mean literally. i kicked a cow poop. its just sooo great NOT!

i quickly wash my foot and flip-flop.after it is cleaned i get in the car and send my brother.(kalau ikutkan hati memang tanak la aku hantar.) all the way to and from the school i felt like omg, does it smell? i even asked my breother and he said he doesnt smell anything. but yea im the one who kicked a cow shit. i dont believe him. i really believe theres smell in the car. and my brother keep telling me 'tak de bau la along'. okay fine x de!

then, i thought. kenapa la tak pandang dulu bila nak jalan. its not that i dont look when i walk. it was dark and early. i was sleepy.
so there you go. my not so perfect morning.

note for you,
make sure you are not sleepy when you get out af the house.especially when it is dark. you dont know what you may kick.so, cheers,

nuff said.

my deepest fear

hey
I've done a personality quiz just now and yea i knew quizzes are not to be trust.well, most of them.any hoo, I've taken the quiz and surprisingly, it was quite true.

quiz title: what is your deepest fear?
result : you fear weakness

          Your deepest fear is that, deep down, you are not strong enough to go out into the world and take what you want.

yea, I've always feel like that. its like when we go out and experience the new world,new things, there's always that kind of feeling. weakness. I'm sure ramai gila la orang yang rasa macam tu. for example, i really love taking pictures, so one day i was assigned to take pictures of an event. i get the job done but in my mind, i cant stop thinking 'what if they don't like it' and I'm not the kind of person that can take criticism easily. but alhamdulillah, theyre satisfied with it. and the rest is history.

p/s dont always believe the personality quizzes.

nuff said.

you

blink 182 - i miss you

dear you,
i know you'll read this as you've found my so-called-secret blog. i've just one word for you, CONGRATULATION!

i really want to keep it as a secret cuz i know you'll start teasing me like 'along, asya da bce da hehehe' and all the 'why' and 'kenapa' will come out.haish. this is all my fault. kalau tak careless sangat mesti dia tak tau. adoi.

you,
kalau da bce dok senyap.saya malu la. please and thank you.

nuff said.

baking ya'll

heyya,
im going back to langkawi tomorrow or should i say today? im confused. wtv back to the topic people! baking yea BAKING. actually it was my aunt who bake.i tolong here and there je.she baked some cookies for me to bring back home.it was delicious. da x payah beli kt famous amos lagi.haha. here are the events.events la sgt.im making it fast so theres no details bout the picture.faham sni je la. okay ;)

okay this is cute kan kan.

so tu je la.sangat sedap.
im outta here. nite peeps
nuff said.

dusun. my uncle's comment

well hello again,

on 22nd of april i went to my granny's dusun. oh my macam kiddo's essay.

so i went to the dusun.papa bawak datin mana tah. diorang nak makan durian and pulasan.even though they're datins, yeah diorang kaya, theyre so humble . tak kisah pon lepak kat rumah kampung, dalam dusun while eating some durian companied by loads of mosquitoes. haha. like i said theyre humble.unlike some snobby datin yang blagak kaya je lebih. oh and even my cousin wouldnt go to the dusun. banyak nyamuk la ap la. balik kampung pon tak nak.

alasan ;

• panas
• theres no internet connection
• mama x bagi.

 tolong la weh kalau x nak balik cakap je x nak.tak payah nak bagi alasan sangat. penat la nak dengar.jadi macam datin tu lepak je. x mati pon kalau duduk kat kampung tu.

the second story,

my uncle's comment bout me going to bieber concert.

'apa la budak tak habis skola nyanyi pon pegi tengok'.

well uncle, you listen to siti nur haliza dont you? i bukan nk insult dy tapi, siti dont even finish her school.ramai jugak peminat. at least bieber tu tak drop out school.

'suara pon x matang'

DAH MATANG DA LA!! you are so left out.kalau x tau taya ckp pape la.

okay peeps. da lupa nak tulis apa sebab tengah skype dengan nur liyana najwa. ehem, bangga x? haha

nuff said.

bieber concert!!

heyyall,
i know imma bit left out. yea semua orang pon da post pasal bieber kan. but this is my story. just sit back and read ok?

you must be wondering 'dia pergi birber concert ke?' or in english 'did she went to bieber concert?'
the answer is,, a big fat YES! people. ehem bukan nak menunjuk tapi i cant help myself for being over excited bout it. ;)
it was a blast! thanks ERA for the free RED ZONE ticket! i love you. muahh.

so its was raining that day, and we have to 'redah' the heavy traffic sebab theres so many people that went to the concert.but no body seems to care bout it. of course. who cares, it bieber we're talking about.
okay, the opening act it self was amazing. mizz nina performed, and 30 minutes later JB appeared on stage. can you believe it? 30minutes. well i dont mind waiting if theres some music played during that time interval. but what sucks is theres nothing.none.nil. theres no one single sound. they should plan it really carefully next time.
but the overall concert was a blast. rugi la jugak kalau x pegi. i really enjoyed myself to the max. theres also JOEL MADDEN on the stage. he was awesome.as usual. oh JB has a sense of humor.like seriously,heres a video of JB singing baby. oh and one more thing, he's so cute!

this video is taken from one of the youtubers. malas nk upload sendiri. sorry this is the best that i can give.enjoy!
oh my,the concert was finished but my bieber fever is getting higher. please come again.

theres some of the details that ill keep it as my own history.
nuff said. bye bieber!

dear drivers,

well hello there, the reason i post this entry is because, i nearly langgar the car in front me when sending adik to school. here are some of the things that made me annoyed while driving:

1. FAST AND SLOW ;   there's reasons why they make TWO rows to and TWO rows fro. one of them is, one is fast lane, and the other is slow. if you drivers out there wanna take your leisure drive,please oh please drive on the slow one.
2. ONE AT A TIME.  ;  i don't get why drivers out there have to use both lane at one time because there's big trailers out there and they use only one lane.by using two lane, you and yea you already cause trouble for others. especially the new drivers.
3. MAKE YOUR MIND ;  seriously people,make your mind don't change your mind on the last minute. you look like you are going fast but suddenly you hit you brake hard. do you wanna get into a car crash? so yea make your mind.

okay i know its not my place to say all this things, even the government didnt say anything, but it could a life threatening if we drivers dont change our way of driving. think for yourself.

nuff said.