after 5month and 3days

yeay! after that long time, we finally got our roommate picture. i would love to say that we finally have our roommate momentos. woke up at 0730, get ready to jog around kmpp. it is so tiring if you ask me, well its not that big but I'm not a sports person so.. you know.

after a round, we stopped at the lake, well sometimes i felt like its beautiful, sometimes its like green water in a big hole. theres 3 people fishing when theres obviously a sign that says NO FISHING OR SWIMMING IN THE LAKE. and guess what they caught? a really big semilang. enough bout them.

we got back to our room and ! start our photogedik-ing. heres some picture

yeah love. ignore my silly faces

faz, shahirah,me,zun

laugh at their frog face

thats all for now. cheers

so thats the way it is. fine

i knew something like this will happen. i don't understand why people tend to forget the person who stick with them when they're down. and do the opposite. you know, go befriend with the person who left you when something good happen to them, or left you for another friend who have high position, that kind of stuff.

so i just found out that you went out with them. i know its just 'roti canai outing' and hell no I'm not jealous of it. I'm just pissed off because last night you were the one asking me like 'hey roti canai jom' then this morning when i asked what time you wanna go, you just simply said 'tak jadi. esok je la kalau nak' i fucking don't mind. but what i do have a problem is that you go out with them when you say 'esok je'. and you don't even feel guilty when you said it was unexpected.

sumpah aku tak kisah kalau kau nak kua but at least bagitau la. even kalau kau cakap 'hey sarah, m goin out eating roti canai with them and it was sort of unexpected'. I'm not a bi pon. its just that bila kau x de kawan pandai pulak cari aku nangis-nangis bagai.

i bet pagi tadi masa kau cakap nak g atm, you wre withdrawing for that kan? don't even fucking denying it cuz i know. ouh and didn't we wave at each other at the cafe just now? why didn't you tell me then? right,, i forgot its not important.

so, i think i won't be talking to you this few days. have to chill myself first before i see you again.

p/s : I'm sorry if you read and terasa with this post. if you want to clear things out, you know where to find me. and I'm sorry in not there for you right now. stay strong.

nuff said.

I'm out.

ugly

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you 

just sharing. its the kind of song i enjoy most.~a realistic song~

so yeah. if I'm ugly than so are YOU!.

enjoy.

chiao bella.

this is for you.

'you' here refer to suraya. and if your name is suraya than this post is for you.
am not going to say much. i just want to make 1 thing clear. i'll always be there for you come hell or high water. i you ever start thinking theres no one care bout you, plz remember that.better yet, bare that in that silly mind of yours.

anyhow, bout going to the beach, we'll find some free time kay. i'll bring you there, you can count on it.

oh, plz ignore that silly face of mine.

so thats all.

toodles